filling in the gaps (copied from handwritten journal)

Life is composed of events. Today's doctor's appointment, tomorrow's movie, next week's election. Viewing life in this way makes me disregard the moments, hours and days between these events. Which means that probably more than half of my life is spent not realizing I'm living, unaware that this moment, even this scratching of pen on paper, is significant. I need to somehow start living in those moments and appreciate them for the life they contain. I think the meaningful laughter I experience in casual conversation holds more value than the cleverly-planned-joke-generated laughter from a comedy show that I'd held in higher regard simply because it was a planned event. It's been my experience that the events I plan my life around aren't as fulfilling as I expect them to be. My most cherished memories tend to be composed of little things that I wouldn't originally have found important.

10/08/08

As a result of much neglect towards my original blog (a blog which I started in seventh grade though it only has entries back until 2005 due to a deletion rampage I went on after breaking up with my first long-term boyfriend) I wrote an entry in there last night/this morning. I suppose instead of directing you to that blog I could just copy and paste the whole entry in here. I'm not going to. Sorry. So if you're interested, click on the linky below!

yesterday's blog entry. CLICK ME CLICK ME!